If I Knew (Alternate Version)

i carry all i need in a basket of a needless sorrow road. that is heavy from awaiting on what is always tomorrow. have what i've been waiting on i threw away is almost gone (?) reach for me. have a distance left to go has come far too much for me you know. out of reach for me. ooooh . if i'm an ocean without an edge of sand. is there any reason in trying. if you'd give me a (?) i could hold back my crying,
have what i've been waiting on i threw away is almost gone (?) reach for me.   if i'm an ocean without an edge of sand. is there any reason in trying?