I Was Never Young

I was never young even as a child
I was never young I always felt beguiled
No I just never smiled
But you you have a glow glow from an innocence I'll never know
Cause I was never young even as a boy
No I was never young, kindness seemed a ploy to temper or alloy
But you you have a mind full of a wonderment I'll never find
Cause I was never young
Ever since I was a kid I've been a brutal basket cast
Ever since I was a kid I've been a brooding basket case