A Rush & Siege

I can't understand
What I do wrong half the time
My judgment is blurred
From this last year of defeat
I never once acted like
This before I met you
Now I'm a simplified sensation
I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some
I'm sorry for my vicious
Decline into this bedlam
You see before your eyes
You see before your eyes
I adhere to the progress of my
Helpless desire to live
My innards are freezing
Inherently like winter rain
I never once acted like
This before I met you
Now I'm a simplified sensation
I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some
I'm sorry for my vicious
Decline into this bedlam
You see before your eyes
You see before your eyes
You see before your eyes
Before your eyes
I'm over infectious regret
I'm over infectious regret, regret
My innards are freezing
Inherently like winter rain
I never once acted like
This before I met you
Now I'm a simplified sensation
I'm nothing, a laughingstock to some
You see before your eyes
You see before your eyes