Existence To Nonexistence

Searching for what i've been lost
Lost, that never was
Never will be
Hatred by the truth
Blinded my sight
Everything is just unclear
Will i ever get through
Throw self fucking esteem
Frustation,
All these cause of deface power
Frustration,
All these cause of deface power
Existence force fed nothingness
Forevermore starve immortality
This is not faillure
It is another beggining
Destroy thought
Destroy mind
Destroy all i've got
Erase thought
Erase mind
Erase all i've known