Only A Sad Child Can Eat This

Once small void broke into my world
And maybe every lonely day
that I've looked away nourished it
Shameful scars made by
the void keep vomiting blood
I am hot I am red
Now I am surrounded by young corpses
With a dying boy staring at me
Only a sad child can eat this
I am hot I am red and I am old
So I can't get there
So I stand still in silence