if i'm already broken,
what's another mental breakdown?
they be like "demxntia,
you should really take a break now"
it's 3AM you really shouldn't
be awake now"
but i can't seem to drown
the demons when i-
lay down to sleep
my brain is always finding ways
to keep me up
cuz when i lay down
to sleep
my mind is always saying
i'll never be enough
so i guess i can't say i've reformed
when i'm constantly at war
with myself from way before
i don't know who i am anymore
there's a void within my core
that's why i always keep the door closed
mentally i'm sore,
when being alive feels like a chore
now i'm passed out,
on the floor, i might pour
another glass out
any second, i might *uck around
and act out
one too many shots of henny
i might black out
been so *ucked up in the head
that i just laugh now
if i'm already broken,
what's another mental breakdown?
they be like "demxntia,
you should really take a break now"
it's 3AM you really shouldn't
be awake now"
but i can't seem to drown
the demons when i-
lay down to sleep
my brain is always finding ways
to keep me up
cuz when i lay down
to sleep
my mind is always saying
i'll never be enough
cuz when i lay down to sleep
the thought of waking up
feels so meaningless
cuz when i finally fall asleep
my dreams of the future
seems so bleak
if i'm already broken,
what's another mental breakdown?
they be like "demxntia,
you should really take a break now"
it's 3AM you really shouldn't
be awake now"
but i can't seem to drown
the demons when i-