Why do they all slip away?
I see it happen, it never gets far
I’ll keep the change and buy some more
I’ll sit down and listen to my head and the walls
(If only I knew)
It is so real and I’m so scared
I wanted to fight but I wasn’t there
And now I’ll wake up to everyday the same
I still could try but I don’t like the pain
When I’m up there all will be good
I’ll walk for days just to find an empty cup
I feel it all I feel it burning
I’ll pour it in doesn’t matter what it is as long as it’s filled with anything
(Anything)
It is so real and I’m so scared
I wanted to fight but I wasn’t there
And now I’ll wake up to everyday the same
I still could try but I don’t like the pain
I still could try, try and find the pain