why me

Clouds over sunlight
Rain when the sky is blue
Comfortable cold nights
Safer inside my room
They think that they see me
but they don’t
7 billion people, but I’m alone
Why me?
Fighting with something I can’t see
Living feels more like surviving
Heaven’s so close, but I can’t reach
Why me?
Tired when I wake up
Exhausted until I’m dead
Half empty red cup
It all feels like play pretend
They think that they see me
but they don’t
7 billion people, but I’m alone
Why me?
Fighting with something I can’t see
Living feels more like surviving
Heaven’s so close but I can’t reach
Why me?
Why me
God fucked me up when he made me
Living feels more like I’m dying
Heaven’s so close but I can’t reach
Why me?