PANIC

Ask me how I'm doing, yeah I'm fine
Used to think I had control suppressing all my feelings just to protect my heart
Speeding past my limit now I’m headed for collision I’m in the danger zone
Panic started last October
popping pills to keep me sober
Feeling like I’m still in limbo
I just wanna live a little
Strangers seem to really hate me
Family thinks I’m going crazy
Finding ways to stay above it
Tryna catch my breath a little
Ask me how I’m doing, “yeah I'm fine”
Truth is I’m just smiling to get by
I just wanna live a little
Suddenly my head feels hot my chest is tight
Trying to sleep but tears keep leaking from my eyes
Love abuse me til I barely feel alive
I just wanna live a little
Panic started last October
popping pills to keep me sober
Feeling like I’m still in limbo
I just wanna live a little
Strangers seem to really hate me
Family thinks I’m going crazy
Finding ways to stay above it
Tryna catch my breath a little
Ask me how I’m doing, yeah I'm fine
Truth is I’m just smiling to get by
I just wanna live a little
I’m about to lose control suppressing all these feelings just to protect my heart
Speeding past my limit now I’m headed for collision I’m in the danger zone
Voices screaming in my head blasting music til I’m dead
I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna live a little
Pasteurs burning ashy gray flower buds will bloom in may
I just wanna I just wanna I just wanna live a little