At another party, didn't wanna go
Hundred people drinkin' alone
You're so pretty and you want me to stay
But in my head, I'm already home
If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly
But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
I'm dryin' your eyes, asking for a light
Fightin' on the side of the road
Baby, don't blame me, blame the ADHD
But I was never diagnosed
If I could fake it, honestly
I would, honestly
But there's always a part of me that's freakin' out
All of my anxieties are freakin' out
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
Trippin' over all of my apologies
Just to get to somewhere else I don't wanna be
Wish I was less uptight and a little more like whatever
Whatever
I'm a little past out my depth
Drownin' in the deep end
And I know you can't understand
I'm freakin' out
I'm a little past, pull me out
Fake a smile, calm down
And I know you can't understand
At another party, didn't wanna go
In my head, I'm already home