Hate me and kill myself

There is no difference from other days.
By the way, everything looks sad today.
I look outside the window. It may rain soon,
and my tears fall like raindrops as well.
Everything makes me cry.
Leave me alone
and stay away from me.
I hate me and kill myself.
Why am I hurting myself?
Far away from the center of the world.
Oh, better,
I'll leave here. Who would care?
All the things in the world just make me
so crumble. So how could I live?
When I was in the dark, you looked away me.
You're gone without a single word.
Your words of small comfort. That’s all I needed.
You didn’t allow a little sweetness.
Everything makes me cry.
Leave me alone
and stay away from me.
I hate me and kill myself.
Why am I hurting myself?
far away from the center of the world.
Oh, better,
I'll leave here. Who would care?
All the things in the world just make me
so crumble. So how could I live?
Oh, it feels like I'm sinking into a swamp.
Oh. As I swim, it's getting deeper.
Oh, Can I escape from this endless abyss?
Please, hold my hand.
I hate me and kill myself.
Why am I hurting myself?
far away from the center of the world.
Oh, better,
I'll leave here. Who would care?
All the things in the world just make me
so crumble. So how could I live?