How It Feels

I've been getting old standing by the river
Watch the water move
But I don't move with her
Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind
Me, I'm alive
'Til I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels
Can you tell me just one thing?
Can you give me a reason to stay?
'Cause the feelings I'm harboring
Don't seem to, see the light of day
Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind
Me, I'm alive
'Til I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels
Bring me to my knees
I begged and pleaded
I asked to leave
But you insisted on staying
And breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart, yeah
'Til I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels
'Til I let go of this moment
Something holdin' me to this place