i just want my 20s back

Heard you started meds
Trying your best
But can you forget
All of your skeletons
Heard that you’re mad
I don’t understand
You and I both know,
The reason that I really left
I know that it’s all in the past
I’m not trying to tell you how to act
I know that it’s not fair to ask
I don’t want a penny back
I just want my 20s back
Started feeling heart attacks
They broke me down till I went mad  
And I’m not blaming you for that
I don’t want a penny back,
I just want my 20s back
So much of it unsaid
I should leave it that way  
Chalk it up as a couple bad days or a decade
I left So much of it silent
I don’t want a penny back
I just want my 20s back