Sorry if it feels like I'm out of it,
I'm a little fucked up
Guess it doesn’t get easier like they say that it does
Sorry if I owe you apologies,
I’m a little backed up
Disappointed some people who gave me nothing but love
Oh I’m such a mess
Counting up all my regrets
Maybe it’s all in my head
Maybe it’s all in my head
Even when the rain stops
I can feel it follow me
Even when the pain’s gone
I can feel it haunting me
And it’s going to kill me
Maybe I’m just kind of an animal
Maybe everyone’s right
Having trouble believing I could be a good guy
(I could be a good guy)
Quit the bars, but I still gotta do my time
Easy out, but that still wouldn’t make it right
Now the best I can do is just stay alive
Even when the rain stops
I can feel it follow me
Even when the pain’s gone
I can feel it haunting me
And it’s going to kill me
Oh God I'm sorry
And I’ll be sorry ‘til I die
Oh God I’m sorry
My past, it haunts me every night
And if you’re wondering
I might’ve tried a couple times
Oh God I'm sorry
And I'll be sorry ‘til I die