Facade

Here I am
While hold onto nothing
Wasting time In wrong belief
I can’t decide
You pulled the plug as nothing
Just waiting for you to greet me
Thousands of questions fade out
I feel chained to distresses
Rather unbound
Locked up fine
Where I should feel safe and loved
Halted by everyone I need
No one to love, no one to be loved
Only fades like dreams I’ve never had
Fate to bear delusive guilt inside
Without laugh and luck
I feel alive
Can’t remind what I’m capable of
Except rewinding how I used to be
All night long
Surged into the pit
I can clear my head
But never fill the void of emptiness
Without laugh and luck
I can choose to live
Without laugh and luck
I feel alive