The Hardest Part (Live At Eventim Apollo)

Olivia Dean
Album : Live At Eventim Apollo
Composition : Olivia Dean, Bastian Langebæk, Max Wolfgang
Composing : Olivia Dean, Bastian Langebæk, Max Wolfgang

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
Normally I need you, this time, 
I don't wanna go
Lately I been growing into someone you don't know
You had the chance to love her,
but apparently you don't
No, you don't
So even if I could, 
wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting,
wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change,
but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I,
maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for
ain't there no more anyway
Held you up so highly,
deep under your spell
Your opinions would define me, this time,
I made some for myself
'Cause lately I been certain
there's no further to go
Yeah, you had the chance to love me,
but apparently you won't
No, you won't
So even if I could,
wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting,
wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change,
but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I,
maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for
ain't there no more anyway
And it's okay
I'm not gonna remember you that way
You say I'm different
now like that's so strange
But I was only eighteen
You shoulda known
that I was always gonna change
Even if I could,
wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting,
wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change,
but the hardest part is
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
Ain't there no more,
I ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
Ain't there no more,
I ain't there no more (I ain't there no more)
Ain't there no more,
but the hardest part is (I ain't there no more)
You're realising maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for
ain't there no more anyway