Now and Then

I thought pushing you away was the easiest way out
Though the fallout became even worse
Meant to give it a clean cut
Would you say I ruined more than I can fix
With being sorry at all times?
I was afraid to say it
It seems weak and I know that now
Would you believe me
If I said I'm sorry?
And I hate that I couldn't love you back
Back then
Could you resent me if you heard that I'm sorry?
And I still miss you sometimes, now and then
Now and then
It's my crime and not my place
I wish for you to be okay with the damage
And sometimes I bet you wish you never mеt me
I was afraid to be in it
It's not fair and I know that now
Would you beliеve me if I said I am sorry?
And I hate that I couldn't love you back
Back then
Would you resent me if you heard that I'm sorry?
And I still miss you sometimes, now and then
I wouldn't blame you if I heard that you hate me
And that you'd walk right past me on the street
Like we're strangers
I wasn't steady, not ready
I'm sorry, and I hate that I miss you sometimes
Now and then
Now and then