I can't smile

You have to smile, you need love
I miss your bright smile and eyes
I want to find happiness
My sorrow is not loved by you
I envy you
I want to give you happiness and joy, too
I envy you
Now I can't trust myself, what should I do now?
I can’t smile
I can’t smile
Don't lose your smile
I'll smile for you
I don't want to cry
I need your smile
I can smile
I love myself
You don't have to cry
You can smile