사라질거란걸 달라질거란걸 뻔히 다 알면서.
I’m following the number again.
가질수없는걸 바라고있단걸 뻔히 다 알면서.
I’m counting the number again and again.
I’m waiting for you.
(with optimism)
like I always do.
알 수 없는 집착의 끈.
늘어진 호흡. 가빠지는 숨.
I’m waiting to win.
(with shamanism)
But I always lose.
I totally hate the word "lose"
어떻게든 나는 나를 갖고 싶다.
I want to have myself.
I really want to know myself.
But I don’t know what I am.
But I want to find myself.
I’ll find myself and I.
끝없는 새로고침.
어쩌다 뜨는 알림.
또 다시 무너지는 다짐.
I have to cut these numbers away.
사실 내 맘은 얇은 유리조각보다
더 위태로이 작은 위안을 고대하지.
I have to trust these feelings awake.
I’m waiting for you.
(with optimism)
like I always do.
마주하고 싶은 모습.
바라는 마음. 잦아드는 숨.
I’m waiting to win.
(with shamanism)
But I always lose.
But I’ll finally approach the truth.
어떻게든 나는 나를 갖고 싶다.
I want to have myself.
I really want to know myself.
(know myself, have myself and I)
But I don’t know what I am.
(what I am who I am now)
But I want to find myself.
I’ll find myself and I.