It was Never Easy

From afar, I watch your smile
Wishing I could stay awhile
You're always looking past my eyes
Never see the love that hides
Never see the love that hides
Every time I hear your voice
My heart aches, I've got no choice
You see her, but you don't see me
She laughs softly, you're lost again
In her eyes, you can't pretend
And I stand in shadows deep
Secrets safe, but hard to keep
Every time you touch her hand
Something breaks, I understand
My heart can't follow where you go
This is a love you'll never know (It Was)
never easy
Watching you hold her tight
It was never easy
Being alone each night
I can handle loving you quietly
But loving who you love, that just can't be
It was never easy
No, it was never easy
This is a love you'll never know