Drowning

Tell me
if I was drowning
You wouldn’t let me go
Feels like
I’m in the deep end
Swimming on my own
I’m in over my head
Tell me
if I was drowning
You wouldn’t let me go
Look at the world with tired eyes
I’m not myself I don’t know why
I wear my face like a disguise
I’m running out of ways to hide
Sometimes
I need you to
Some days feel like I’m in too deep
I’m trapped inside my apathy
I want a reason to believe
That I can get back on my feet
I’m in over my head