MASOCHIST

I’ve been fighting for my dream
Then I'd keep going
But I'm getting older
Now, it goddamn hurts when I fall
I’ve still achieved many things
after struggling through the hardships
But why does the pain never become familiar
Now, out of habit, I keep walking alone
Not sure if my destination is gone
Though I know I'll get hurt and I've lost my way
Still I step on this journey
like a fool every day
Again, again, again, again
Guess I'm on this thorn covered
path again
I might be a masochist
Oh pain, oh pain, oh pain, oh this pain
Been through it all since I was born
So I can take on this much more
It’s just a little bit of hurt
Always swerving with the curve
Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up
Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s journey
Lately, I’ve had a strong desire of suicidal
for the first time in a long while
Sorry, I messed up the vibes
But I had to tell you
cuz I didn't want you to take it for granted
And oh god, you’re such a prankster
You must be Loki’s twin
Never got used to your tricks
I'm getting tired of your tricks
Now father, please grant me a peace
Now, out of habit, I keep walking alone
Not sure if my destination is gone
Though I know I'll get hurt and I've lost my way
Still I step on this journey
like a fool every day
Again, again, again, again
Guess I'm on this thorn covered
path again
I might be a masochist
Oh pain, oh pain, oh pain, oh this pain
Been through it all since I was born
So I can take on this much more
It’s just a little bit of hurt
Always swerving with the curve
Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up
Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s ...
It’s just a little bit of hurt
Always swerving with the curve
Sometimes I go down, sometimes go up
Guess it’s just a part of the hero’s journey
Still now, I keep walking on bloody feet
Though my strength is draining oh shit
Why can't I stop walking
I must really be a masochist