over myself

Numb but I feel
Moving but still
Searching for something wrong
Poisoned but sweet
Don’t get close to me
I could pass it on
How do I how do I know
What to hold and what to let go
You decide the rise and the fall
It’s just a thought but what would I know?
Predictable or out of control?
It’s everything and nothing at all
I can’t get over
I can’t get over myself
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over myself
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
People watching
Blinking longing
Colour inside the lines
Selfish but kind
Selfless but my
Eyes are open wide
How do I how do I know
What to hold and what to let go
You decide the rise and the fall
It’s just a thought but what would I know?
Predictable or out of control?
It’s everything and nothing at all
I can’t get over
I can’t get over myself
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over myself
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over
I can’t get over