it always has been.

I had always been outside
I was a curious child who hated to lose
There was no one else who could climb
trees as high as me
But I craved more
Climb, climb to the top
Until the sky is closer
Until no one can get to you,
no one can stand by you, grip tight
Oh What was I looking up at that day?
Am I still chasing it?
It always has been, yes
It always has been, yes
It always has been, yes
It always has been
Maybe I have always known
that I don't belong here or anywhere
But I have never felt alone
and that fact starts to make me feel alone
But I know this isn't loneliness, just dissonance umm
It always has been, yes
It always has been, yes
It always has been, yes
It always has been