Low Self-Esteem

I don't know where I am going. I am off the wall
Now I don't even know what I want.
My brain cells are dying one by one, I can't remember.
I don't know where I am going. I am off the charts
Now I don't even know what I want.
Oh Now I will crumble like burnt ash and fly away.
I have low self-esteem.
I feel stuck in the battle of life.
I can't do anything.
I don't know why I am like this. I'm always slower than others. I guess I'll just grow old like this.
I don't know where I am going. I am out like a light.
Now I don't even know what I want.
Can I find my dream again?
I've never had a dream come true.
I thought I was running hard.
But in the end, I'm still standing at the starting line.