Dark place
I'm in a dark place
Max pain, major pain, heartaches
Washin' down this pill with some chardonnay
Sleep paralysis demon keep me awake
Yeah
Dark place, dark house, dark cage
I'm still alone on and off the stage
I feel alone at this dyin' age
Twistin' up this flow, twistin' up the page
I tell mama I'm good, I'm not okay
I tell my bitch I'm good
when I'm not okay
Tell my brother I'm good
and I'm not okay
RTA want my album out today
and I said, "Okay"
Or what?
Offers, my drinking's a habit,
it's killin' me softly
Diamond tears runnin' down
from the face of my watches
Six figures hit my BOA, now I'm nauseous
They never thought I'd be here,
now they watchin'
They never thought I'd be here,
now they watchin'
Uh, left to fend for myself
Uh, put up your health before my health
Uh, you don't see this dirt up under my nails?
Uh, highway to heaven,
I went through hell
Highway to heaven,
I went through hell, hell, hell
For my daddy, he done lost his son
Lawless since sixteen,
now autograph say "LAWSON"
When I was sellin' sixteens,
your favorite artist bought one
Tearin' down big dreams,
it could only mean I'm on to somethin'
Every element is pristine
Had a threesome with Christine
Dior purse full of— uh
Dior purse full of ketamine
I was takin' one for the team
I was tryna build your self-esteem, uh
I don't take this for granted,
I sleep on floors in this mansion,
so I remind myself (So I remind myself)
Born alone, I'ma die by myself
I'm in a dark place
Max pain, major pain, heartaches
Washin' down this pill with some chardonnay
Sleep paralysis demon keep me awake
Yeah
Dark place, dark house, dark cage
I'm still alone on and off the stage
I feel alone at this dyin' age
Twistin' up this flow, twistin' up the page
I tell mama I'm good, I'm not okay
I tell my bitch I'm good
when I'm not okay
Tell my brother I'm good
and I'm not okay
RTA want my album out today
and I said, "Okay"
Or what?
Offers, my drinking's a habit,
it's killin' me softly
Diamond tears runnin' down
from the face of my watches
Six figures hit my BOA, now I'm nauseous
They never thought I'd be here,
now they watchin'
They never thought I'd be here,
now they watchin'
Uh, left to fend for myself
Uh, put up your health before my health
Uh, you don't see this dirt up under my nails?
Uh, highway to heaven,
I went through hell
Highway to heaven,
I went through hell, hell, hell
For my daddy, he done lost his son
Lawless since sixteen,
now autograph say "LAWSON"
When I was sellin' sixteens,
your favorite artist bought one
Tearin' down big dreams,
it could only mean I'm on to somethin'
Every element is pristine
Had a threesome with Christine
Dior purse full of— uh
Dior purse full of ketamine
I was takin' one for the team
I was tryna build your self-esteem, uh
I don't take this for granted,
I sleep on floors in this mansion,
so I remind myself (So I remind myself)
Born alone, I'ma die by myself