delusional

He hasn't called in a week or two
But I know he's just running from the truth
He's fallen so in love and I have the proof
'Cause he kissed me in his living room
Oh, he's obsessed
He's playing hard to get
I talk to all his friends
They say that I'm the best
I'm gonna have his babies
You could call me crazy
Well, so what?
So what?
He's mine, all mine
That's the only thing I know
Oh, I'd rather be delusional
Than die if he doesn't want me back
So don't even ask
'Cause I don't care
In my mind, it's beautiful
He's there saying I'm the perfect girl
I swear, this one is gonna last
I saw him at the bar down the street
With someone, looked a little too much like me
And if he's trying to light up my jealousy
Well, he must really, really care about me
He's obsessed
He's playing hard to get
I know that all my friends
Think it's all in my head
But I don't need them to save me
Maybe it's a daydream
But so what?
So what?
He's mine, all mine
That's the only thing I know
Oh, I'd rather be delusional
Than die if he doesn't want me back
So don't even ask
'Cause I don't care
In my mind, it's beautiful
He's there saying I'm the perfect girl
I swear, this one is gonna last
It was real, the way we touched
You said you'd never felt this much
What was I supposed to do?
God, I really fell for you
I fell for you
He's mine, all mine
That's the only thing I know
Oh, I'd rather be delusional
Than die if he doesn't want me back
So don't even ask
'Cause I don't care
In my mind, it's beautiful
He's there saying I'm the perfect girl
I swear, this one is gonna last
It's my, oh, my fault
I got my hopes up way too high
Smile while the tears fall from my eyes
I don't want to hurt again