decembers

No one told me that you were back home
Decembers always come before I'm ready
Saw you by the library all alone
Where we used to watch the goths get rejected
Did you see me drop my keys
And melt ice all over my jeans?
If you smiled, I couldn't see
'Cause I was just blinking back everything
Mm-mm, everything
It was never about the money
What money could buy back those years?
You pretended not to know me
And the bars and cars, they keep me up still
We were sideways in some ditch
Laughing just like two idiots
When I was convinced
We couldn't die young and stupid
Well, I lied, when I called you selfish
I never got tired of being your accomplice
I hope, I hope you're still stubborn
I hope, I hope the regulars are kind
I hope, I hope you didn't settle
I hope, I hope I'm still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
Still on your mind
On your mind