space you left

Your pillow still smells like summer rain
I don’t wash it, I don’t wanna change it
The way your name still sounds like home
Even when I’m here alone
I’m learning how to breathe in the space you left
It’s getting easier, but not just yet
I tell myself, I’ll be okay
But every night, I feel the same oh
Your hoodie’s hanging on my bedroom chair
Still got your cologne stuck in the air
I talk to ghosts when I’m half asleep
Like you’re still lying next to me
I know, I know, I know you've been looking
I don’t, I don't, I don't feel anything
Can’t fill this space you left
But I pretend, oh no
I’m learning how to breathe in the space you left
It’s getting easier, but not just yet
I tell myself, I’ll be okay
But every night, I feel the same oh
I think I’m haunted
Cuz I hear your voice in my dreams,
But I can’t see (your face)
Didn’t even say goodbye
Now when I close my eyes
Picture you in my mind
Guess we were out of time
I’m learning how to breathe in the space you left
It’s getting easier, but not just yet
I tell myself, I’ll be okay
But every night, I feel the same oh