Purgatorying 3 (live)

I've held you up like a deity
like you're the sole owner of wings
this unrequited tunnel vision
and I wonder why I've not been writing

don't disturb me in this state
please keep me purgatorying
I'll be damned if I'm to wake
this is far more than - than I have bargained for

I'll be damned if I'm to wake
this is far more than I'm equipped for