I was hardly in the back of the bus,
and I couldn't figure it out
There was nineteen, maybe twenty of us,
felt like I could just do without
It's like a bad dream, tryna keep
my eyes shut and I'm starting to doubt
If I'll find lightning in a bottle,
'cause I've never had anyone
So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
'Cause there's no way
to break the pattern
And I don't wanna feel alone
My past is not my fault
But my world keeps on breaking
It's always been the same
Half-drunk,
friends feeling like strangers
Nothing ever changes
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
I've been running before I knew how
to walk, when will I ever stop?
Always five feet too far from the ones
who said they'd love me for who I was
And the silence of the beat of
my heart has never been any louder
And it's frightening if I always
end up feeling no one's around
So, if I don't stay, will it matter?
'Cause there's no way
to break the pattern
And I don't wanna feel alone
My past is not my fault
But my world keeps on breaking
It's always been the same
Half-drunk,
friends feeling like strangers
Nothing ever changes
I know I'm forever dancing all alone
Dancing all alone
Dancing all alone