I'm on the brink of giving up
[Chorus]
I've been going out, I've been drinking late
I've been distant since the day I had to walk away
I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end
I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane
[Verse]
All this trauma leave me stubborn, it's embarrassing
I've been dealt too many cards, this isn't fair to me
I'ma lose it when I'm drunk, so I prepare to be
I'm astonishingly sober, 'til you stare at me
[Chorus]
I'vе been going out, I've been drinking late
I've been distant sincе the day I had to walk away
I've been losing sleep, I've been losing friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end
I've been getting drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I've been different, all my friends like, "What the fuck you on?"
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane
[Outro]
T-T-T-this is patient death