Hikikomori

16. Hikikomori
Verse 1:
Left alone, shadows whisper your name,
I reach for the stereo, hoping to ease the pain.
But silence mocks me, driving me to the brink,
Without you, my love, I can't even think.
Desperation claws at my mind's fragile seams,
I turn the stereo on, haunted by old dreams.
The music plays, but it's a requiem for us,
A symphony of sorrow, leaving me to combust.
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone, Hikikomori
Every melody a dagger, twisting in my chest,
Once our favorite songs, now a harrowing jest.
Normalcy is shattered, my sanity's threadbare,
Lost in the echo of a love that’s no longer there.
The stereo gasps its final breath, a dying lament,
In this cacophony of loss, all hope is spent.
Without the music, without you, I fall apart,
Descending into madness, a fractured heart.
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone
Now, I'm alone, Hikikomori
Now a wraith in the remnants of what used to be,
A psychotic wanderer, lost eternally.
The stereo's silence, a testament to my despair,
A broken soul, in the cold, unyielding air.