Seven years old
Proving myself in the backyard
I swear things are bigger in Texas
My cousins threw down like they meant it
And I might look like, but I never felt like a small fry
And that's what led up to my black eye
They threw up the ball, I just had to try
Look at me now
So curious that it could kill me
Look at me now
Trying things out
I dated someone who loved God more
Who taught me that I should be with someone who was sure about me
So I dated him and then her and then him and then her again
Shit got messy, got overly complicated, I got hurt
But fuck it, I tried it
Thirty years old
Still have a silly fear of birds
But I'm gonna buy me some chickens
My friends they will laugh at the way I'm living
Even my mom tells me I came out her crazy
She said that's what makes me her baby
But swear even I couldn't change me
I dated someone who loved God more
Who taught me that I should love someone who was sure about me
So I dated him and then her and then him and then her again
Shit got messy, got overly complicated, I got hurt
But fuck it, I tried it