SELF SABOTAGE (Explicit Ver.)

Chez, Ryan Oakes
Album : SELF SABOTAGE

I'm the queen of self sabotage
[Verse 1: CHEZ]
Where did the day go
I've been staring at the ceiling
Trying to find a reason
Not to stay in bed
And then
Forget how to breathe, yeah
Try to fill my head
With common sense
It's suffocating
Oh, the expectation
Can I have your sleeve to wipe my eyes?
Cause I've tried my best too many times
[Chorus: CHEZ]
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of sеlf sabotage
I hate myself
[Verse 2: Ryan Oakes]
I fеll in love and ended up getting my number deleted
I'm full of shit you smell a lie every time I secrete it
Cause when it comes to losing you, you know that I'm undefeated
I'll never break the cycle I'm stuck in a loop and repeat it
But tell me why you comin back when you tell me you resent me?
I cannot fill the void inside you keep on coming up empty
You try to tell me this is healthy but we know we're pretending
Settling down was never a happy ending
[Chorus: CHEZ]
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
[Post-Chorus: CHEZ]
I hate myself
I hate myself
I hate myself
[Chorus: CHEZ]
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself
I'm the queen of self sabotage
Queen of self sabotage
I hate myself