Baby, I hope that,
you'll someday understand that…
Lately, I feel like I don't deserve it,
cuz' i get anxious over shit that disappears in a minute,
I get to paranoid, I feel like I'm falling into my own void.
And sometime I just want to kiss you,
just to show how much I love you,
and sometime I just want to ditch you,
cuz' if I'll stay to long I'll probably gonna be the issue.
And you know that I'm not gonna be the one
who'll always gonna take you home,
who'll hug you when you're on your own,
gonna’ tell you that you're not alone,
I don't know if you can see it in my eyes,
but I can't go to sleep until sunrise.
I've been getting on some pills to have a peaceful mind,
but I have demons in my head that don't want me inside,
I've been knocking on your door I don’t know where to hide,
I need a little sympathy cuz' I don't wanna die.
And maybe I've been going crazy,
and maybe I need you to save me.
Yeah, I know that a fool,
but I need some time with you,
just to tell you that…
Baby, I miss you, I miss you every day, but when I'm around you, I want to run away, I don't blame it on you, coz it's probably fucking me, but baby I hope that, you'll someday understand that… Lately, I don’t feel like I deserve it,
I got stuff in my mind I can't ignore it,
You know once upon a time someone exploded, cuz' he jumped into conclusion and he couldn’t hold it.
Everybody wants you now these days,
but I can't even see you're face today,
had a conversation with my devil,
he said "why won't pick up the phone,
you'll always gonna be alone,
maybe you should talk to her,
maybe you should beg for more,
someone knocking on you're door,
get up and open up for her”.
Her shadows running through my dreams,
like a knife cutting through me.
She's choking me under my sheets,
let me breathe let me baby.
And so long,
you were gone,
I'm alone,
there's no home,
to adore,
in my soul.
Petrified,
losing site,
ye I think
I'm alright,
but my head
is at war.
And I don't need no therapy,
to know what's left of me.
Empty bottle on the floor,
maybe I should buy some more.
So hurtful on my own
but I’m so lost,
I go…
Baby, I miss you, I miss you every day, but when I'm around you, I want to run away, I don't blame it on you, coz it's probably fucking me, but baby I hope that, you'll someday understand… (Vocal Harmony) don't blame it on you, coz it's probably fucking me, but baby I hope that,
you'll someday understand that…