my mind has swollen up
the signs revealing on
impatiency
impatiency
all i will see is the intimacy
of the colorant mixture through
scales of my mind reconciled
there's no one home
my home of my own desire
i’m alone
i have nobody home
nobody home
mother i care what you think
but not when you speak
father i know you do care
but with you i'll never do
sister you've gone too far
from abroad beyond my mind
i’m all good by myself
i want to be ready to leave this ground
i’d look for care but that's the last thing i'll do
everything seems twisted
everything is wrong
am i being selfish it won't matter when i'm gone
i’ll be less than a spirit
no pain so long