I used to dream of suicide, yeah
I had too much pride, yeah
Everyone got older and they got a nine to five
Now they have it babies and
They living their best lives
I'm still out here scraping
Like I'm trying to survive
I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes
Ask me
I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay
I'm not great
I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain
Simmer down, hear me out
Had to climb a mountain, paramount
And if you got some doubts
We can air it out
If you gonna sell your soul get a fair amount
I'm trying to live life
In the here and now
I used to love all these things
I don't care about
There now
Just keep your head up you a soldier
I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes
Ask me
I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay
I'm not great
I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain
So I'll keep sippin till I lose my head
It's all fictitious, you gonna lose some friends
Everybody's not real
They're all fake
I'll be happy if I last a couple more days
Life is just a climb
Then everybody dies
How you hating on me because I'm young
And in prime
Wish when I was younger I knew
All that shit be fine
I know I'll get everything
In a matter of time
I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes
Ask me
I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay
I'm not great
I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain
Sick is how I came inside the game (yea, yea)
I used to sit inside insane asylums gang (yea, yea)
Got signed quick and thought that maybe I could change (yea, yea)
But picture this my mind frame is all the same (yea, yea)
But I took this amount of pain
When dough, would get me round the bank
Swish though, I split and drown in drank
Sip slow, then quick I'm bound to sank
Friends know, I'm trippin' how I been distant
Now they all sit and file complaints
Man I got kids that's tryna play
But I hit the road like a million miles away
Finna rock a stage indeed to pay the bills
How am I broken famous? Feel like Ritz, I need a change for real
Label keep callin' but I'm at my temple g with stainless steel
Don't wanna let my fans down I don't need ig to make it real
I'm yellin' Jesus take the wheel!
I'm in the back seat tripping on my past mistakes
Ask me
I don't see no happy days
Even when I'm okay
I'm not great
I promise you wouldn't want to live inside my brain
So I'll keep sippin till I lose my head
It's all fictitious you gonna lose some friends
Everybody's not real
They're all fake
I'll be happy if I last a couple more days