i'll be alright, right? (Explicit Ver.)

Lunadira
Album : i'll be alright, right? (Explicit Ver.)

Maybe tonight I'll be alright
Keep saying I'll be just fine
Just bought some clothes I can't afford
If I look good then I'll feel fine
How many times do I convince myself that life is worth living?
What's the answer to these questions?
(I don't fucking know bro)
It's the same damn thing everyday
Lie awake
Fall asleep, waking up and I don't feel different
Wanna play
But I stay
Home alone, nothing on my phone
No nothing, there's nothing that I live for
I'll be alright, right?
How many times do I convince myself that I'm so special?
Repeat it back to my reflection
Say I'm handsome
Will it be alright?
If I just don't care, take a pic, but try to catch my good side
Do you know?
I don't know
Do I know?
You don't know
I just need some fucking answers to the fucking question
It's the same damn thing everyday
Lie awake
Fall asleep, waking up and I don't feel different
Wanna play
But I stay
Home alone, nothing on my phone
No nothing, there's nothing that I live for
I'll be alright, right?