Growing Pains

Mulay
Album : Lavender
Composition : Mulay
Composing : Mulay, Shanice Ruby Bennett, Elie Zylberman, Kaspar Föhres

Balance, I’m seeking balance
But all I
find is misery
Rebuilt myself a thousand times
Since falling from the heights you’ve given me
Hard to
find peace, to seek release
When chaos seems to have the strongest gravity
I need someone
Give me something to hold on to
When my strength is gone
And I’m unable to make a move
I seek someone
Someone who will come through
When my strength is gone
Mhm
You’d call it growing pains
Tell me when you need me, I’ll be on my way, yuh
Cause at times I feel like my light fades and
I could loose it all with one move I make
Mhm
I call it growing pains
Trauma of my past running through my veins, yuh
I’m healing fast but the blood leaves stains
Try to wash them o
ff, then I start to paint, uh
Remind me that I’m lovable
Remind me why I care, so much
I need a reminder that it’s possible
Show me that you’re there, in times
I need someone
Give me something to hold on to
When my strength is gone
Mhm
You’d call it growing pains
Tell me when you need me, I’ll be on my way, yuh
Cause at times I feel like my light fades and
I could loose it all with one move I make
Mhm
I call it growing pains
Trauma of my past running through my veins, yuh
I’m healing fast but the blood leaves stains
Try to wash them o
ff, then I start to paint, uh
I call it growing pains
Every move I make a try to medicate, yeah
Try my best, but I can’t escape choices that I make
Always end the same
No, no
I call it growing pains
Ain’t no running from it with no pills I take, no
I feel
fine, guess it comes in waves
You can drown or swim, but can’t get away, no