Mind surfer

I was so blind with you
Made you a home in my head
You had my world
Hoping you’d see me through
All of the mess that we made
I know you knew
You were my world
When will I know that nothing matters
Maybe then I’ll be somewhat better
Wonder when all this ends
If I’ll ever take a chance again
In my empty world
Memories come in waves
Nothing here holding me to stay
Sinking in deep, alone again
In my lonely world
When will I know that nothing matters
Maybe then I’ll be somewhat better
all alone again
surfing through my mind
seeing you it makes
me suffocate