"I don't want to leave this time
Feel the pressure exploding in my head
See the guilt resting in my eyes
I never wanted to leave you when you needed me
Leave you when you needed me
I'm doing the best that I can now to leave the rest behind
And I think that I'm drowning
In the warm California sun
And I've never felt so alone before
Got to find a way to get back home
The empty shade of blue
A cruel reminder in this now
Reveals a pain in you
I never wanted to leave you when you needed me
Leave you when you needed me
I'm doing the best that I can now to leave the rest behind
And I think that I'm drowning
In the warm California sun
And I've never felt so alone before
Got to find a way to get back home
There's no one here that understands me
I need the love of my family to keep going on
And I think that I'm drowning
In the warm California sun
And I've never felt so alone before
Got to find a way to get back home
And I think that I'm drowning
In the warm California sun
And I think that I'm drowning
Got to find a way to get back home
Got to find a way to get back home
Got to find a way to get back home
I think I'm drowning, I think I'm drowning
"