I've never been confident
Never wanted to take my shirt off in front of girls
And it's probably
Something that I have learnt
Need to come to terms and be honest with
But I'm too scared of what people might say
I'm afraid
Of everyone judging me
Once they observe what I preserve
And stop loving me
Cos that just hurts
I did it first
And it's cutting me
Deeper than a knife ever could
I'm no good
Give me strength
I've cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private
I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere near me
Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
I think I owe an apology
To the kid I was when I was young
Cos, I promised him
That I'll figure all this out by the time that he'd gotten here
But that was a lie and I am still ashamed
Cos I'm to blame
Ooh-ooh
The war that I'm fighting
Is fought by a person I can't see
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
And I'm lately I'm hiding
All cos of me
Give me strength
I've cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself, but I do it in private
I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere near me
Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
Lost my head
I'm not too proud of the way that I'm hiding
Eyes are red
Been months since I caught myself smiling
I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere near me
Cos what if you see me the way that I see me
Give me strength
I've cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private
I'm so scared
I just can't have you anywhere near me
Cos what if you see me the way that I see me