Caught running away again
Thought by now I’d figured out
The hell of my undoing
It’s desperation to feel alive
I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body
Is it in vain to think I’m worthy
Of standing for something
More than a body
I am nothing, I am everything
Failure finding balance in philosophy
I am nothing, I am everything
Lost faith, didn’t want it
Didn’t want things to be this way
Lost faith, didn’t want it
I can tell by the look on your face
You lost faith, you didn’t want this
Felt shame now you’re running away?
You lost faith, you didn't want it
Didn’t want things to be this way
I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body
Didn’t really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
Didn’t really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you’re talking to me and manipulating
and I know I’m no angel
I think that's okay
I need you to feel something,
sick and tired of waiting
I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body