To Forgive (Sadlands Demo)

The Smashing Pumpkins
Album : Mellon Collie And The Infinite Sadness (Deluxe Edition)

Ten times removed
I forget about where it all began
Bastard son of a bastard son of
A wild eyed child of the sun
And right as rain
I'm not the same but
I feel the same I feel nothing
Holding back the fool again
Holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget
nothing is important
Holding back the fool again
I sensed my loss
Before I even learned to talk
And I remember my birthdays
Empty party afternoons
won't come back
Holding back the fool again
Holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget
nothing is important
Holding back the fool again
I forget to forget me
I forget to forget you see
Nothing is important to me
I knew my loss
Before I even learned to speak
And all along I knew it was wrong
But I played along
with my birthday song
Holding back the fool again
Holding back the fool pretends
I forget to forget
nothing is important
Holding back the fool again