I know how to blame myself
That part comes easy
I've been putting me through hell
Wanting you to need me
I was digging my own grave
Only there to be replaced
Swear to God my worst mistake
How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you
Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you
Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts
I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?
24 months down the line
And I still can't shake you
You could ghost and cheat and lie
But I still can't hate you
I was digging my own grave
Only there to be replaced
Swear to God my worst mistake
How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you
Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you
Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts
I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?
How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you
Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you
Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts
I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?