Step Outside The Door

yukon (0WAVE)
Album : my Imperfections
Composition : yukon (0WAVE)
Composing : Stally, Ove, yukon (0WAVE)
Arrangements : Stally, Ove

If I would’ve known
There would be no contemplation
needed this long
Void of thoughts around me
for this long
I know you rarely need it,
Rarely need it like me
But I’ll open up the conversation
‘cause I know
Somebody’s like me
We should be back
where we should be
We’ve been locking ourselves
out from the real
No need for contemplation
it’s easier than any lies
we’ve said before
I’m tellin’ me,
I’m tellin’ you
Why is it so hard to say I love you
Mama u still blaming me
but I couldn’t say none to you
Never meant to blame you
for my wrongdoings
I just wanted to tell you that
their all of mine, it’s none of you
All my laziness, all my carelessness
of heavy things
All my greediness,
Gotta talk to you ‘bout all these things
All these things I’ve built behind
the door in my room
in my high school days
I hated myself, still do,
and now I wish you ain’t feel the same
I know I should be sounding
pathetic to you psychotic to you
Maybe I shouldn’t be saying
these words to you
오늘은 이렇게 말해야지 하면서도
차례가 돌아올 때 지켜보는
눈빛들이 무서워 늘
솔직해지고 싶어 난
누군가를 상대할 때마다
나인적이 있을까 싶을 정도로 거짓말
더미로 몸을 덮고 벽을 세웠어
이 방에서 내보내줘라 외쳐도
결국 내가 해야 하는걸
If I would’ve known
There would be no contemplation
needed this long
Void of thoughts around me for this long
I know you rarely need it,
Rarely need it like me
But I’ll open up the conversation
‘cause I know
Somebody’s like me
We should be back
where we should be
We’ve been locking ourselves out
from the real
No need for contemplation it’s easier
than any lies we’ve said before
I’m tellin’ me,
I’m tellin’ you