tranquilizer (Feat. JayKim of Liberalia, T.Boots)

john0
Album : 30
Composition : john0, JayKim
Composing : john0, JayKim
Arrangements : john0

Now I see it clear as day.
No more can I stay.
Yeah, I have to get away.
Won't you pull me from above.
Take me away.
To where I can be myself.
Somewhere I don't have to suffer.
Somewhere I don't have to bow.
Somewhere I don't have to care about
the unknowledgeable.
Is that even a word?
I don't want to care, anymore.
And there's an easier way.
All these insecurities will fade away.
Just take a dose, one dose.
One dose is all it takes.
To relieve all the pain.
All it takes.
To make myself whole again.
One dose is all it takes.
To lay my head to rest.
This is the way.
To escape.
At first, it worked so perfect.
Clear head, free from the pain,
and whole again.
"It feels good to be normal.
Now I'm a hyperfunctional psycho."
Pulled myself together,
but seemingly not forever.
It just.
Doesn't work well like it used to be.
How unsustainable.
And here I'm left, so flabbergasted,
I'm going nowhere,
Don't say I'm getting better,
Just developing a new addiction.
You say, it's okay,
enough with the gaslight.
Do you know what it feels like,
to get rid of one anxiety
to get another?
But all these insecurities
will fade away.
Just take a dose, one dose.
One dose is all I need.
To keep myself going.
All I need.
To make me love myself.
One dose is all I need.
To push myself to limits.
This is the way.
To ascend.
Somewhere I don't have to suffer.
Somewhere I don't have to bow.
Somewhere I don't have to care
about the unknowledgeable.
Is that even a word?
I don't want to care, anymore.
And there's an easier way.
One dose is all it takes.
To relieve all the pain.
All it takes.
To make myself whole again.
One dose is all it takes.
To lay my head to rest.
This is the way.
To escape.
One dose is all I need.
To keep myself going.
All I need.
To make me love myself.
One dose is all I need.
To push myself to limits.
This is the way.
To ascend.